Bound and bloody gagged.

I had an audition yesterday for a job I actually wanted. I have spent a year training with one of the creative team. It was a great opportunity to showcase in an off west end venue.
I didn’t even get a call back.... Is it who you know? In this instance it did me no good whatsoever... Or perhaps that was the point? On an upside I have been offered a show in Edinburgh this year and I have a call back for a film so hey ho and on we go.
I have an amazing audition on Saturday. At this point in my career it’s a dream job doing a play I love! I hope it goes to plan. I have worked hard to get the audition I know the parts. I couldn’t be more ready.
I saw B1 yesterday. I realise I haven’t disclosed what exactly happened between us but I will at some point. He is very happy and has found himself a very beautiful women who I’m sure will make him as happy as he deserves to be.
Unfortunately Someone who has in the past featured in this blog has discovered it and whilst I let the dust settle I feel unable to write as freely as I once did which really, REALLY frustrates me so I’m torn between saying ‘Bollox to it’ and doing it anyway. Leaving the blogging world altogether which I would hate! or continuing to update you on the professional side of my life which, thinking about it, is probably what should happen anyway.

But I will tell you this a beautiful man as recently come in to my life. What our relationship will be, I have no idea. But he is lovely.
For now that is all.